Butterflies in my Belly

Have u ever wanted something very much and you would do anything to have it? Its called greed dear,its something that everyone has. It is something special and yet it acts as a curse to human.

Greed is something that could help as be a more successful person in our life or yet take us down like boulders on a mountain cliff falling helplessly hoping for gravity to stop functioning so that u could save ur sorry little ass!(tu pown dipanggil greed!)

The thing is, I am, right now felling butterflies every time I think about this particular thing. haha,mesti tak paham kan? Like i ask earlier,have u ever wanted something real badly untill u don't care what would happen to others? Tu la yang i rasa sekarang,but this feeling is towards a certain someone la.

I know this thing is wrong but at the same time i want it really F**king badly! Haha,its a weird thing to say it but i think i'm in love~ haha,its not easy to say it tau! For a person like me to say those freaking 4 letters meaningly is really hard... Huhu

I know the consequencess if i try to get her but at the same time I know my limitations. I weally2 like her and yet for my hand to reach hers is thousands of lightyears away... Navigating out of this feeling has been a challenge i have yet to succeed. But no matter how hard it is,i'll do my best! haha,mungkin sekali anda(cecey bajet formal je) mesti tak phm apa yang sy tgh tulis.

Utk kesimpulan post kali ini,Aku nie minat kat seorang wanita(habis tu takkan mamat dr Jlan Chow kIT!). Aku tau walaupown betapa byk aku usaha utk mendapatkannya aku tetap takkan dpt waju walaupun setapak kaki ini kerana dia sudah berpunya. Dan walau besar mana pown hati ku ini utknya aku tetap tiada hak utk mendekatinya. Oleh itu,aku bersikap optimistik dan fikir yang terbaik. Aku rela menjadi teman patung utknya dan setiap kali dia meminta pertolongan akan ku berada di sisinya dan dia juga boleh melempar aku ke hujung dinding dimana aku tidak diperlukan. Aku rela,bak lagu faizal tahir "Cuba lah".

Pergh,teruk jugak level jiwang aku nie. It seems that i could continue this crap for some long time la. So,to jimatkan focusing time korang. I'll stop untill here people who are reading this could think about it. But still,i will be there for her no matter what will happen. I'll do my best cause again I'm in LOVE :)


Sincerely T