Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Then and Now

Its been almost a year now since i've stayed here at masterskill since july. Many things happen since then.. I dun know why i'm bringing this up but maybe I'm just renosizing what I've been going through all this time.. Well,before this I'm not that kinda guy which cares much about other people but deep down i know i got too much love to be kept inside this little heart of mine.. Its kinda pathetic kan? haha,anyways.. Since i got to this college.. I've noticed a considerably large amount of change with my life.. I've spent way too little time with my family n i don't even know what's going on n the great thing is i go back home every week! Try imagining other people who go back once every 7 months? Sometimes i feel so lucky but yet so cursed to be in a college :(


Well,that's the family part.. What about the chores n hygine factors? Well,before i entered this college. I only need to take notice on some events so i dun have to stay clean all the time la~ But now,every time i walk out of the doors from my house i have to make sure everything i wear n how i smell suits what i'm going to do.. It is very frustrating taw,slowly but surely i'm getting older n wiser. It feels like i was just in standard six yesterday,how fast does time flies by.. Huhu
Now each time i meet someone and each time i greet people i have to do it with a smile just to show how "professional" i'm doing in this particular line.. People say when we get to college, students almost all the time lacks sleep,money,food but plenty of pleasure. I surely hope what they say is true :)


About the people,every single day i have to meet new people n sometimes i'm stuck with them for my whole entire life. haha,thats just an exaggeration.. Hehe,anyways its true.. Since i came to masterskill,i've been meeting new people n i have to act all goodies too shoes around them,haha. N everyday i hav to act all hyper n cool n funny n fun around my friends just to hide my pain underneath the mask.. Its all i ever do around people,people say i'm fun.. but only certain people know who i really am.. But what i feel most lucky about is this freakishly beautiful lady i meet around august last year.. And it was the best worst thing that ever happen to me :) Since i met her i was turned inside out,upside down,lateral to vertical,semi round to semi square.. hehe
She's the love of my life n i plan to make it that way for as long as i could hold.. hehe.. Thank you dear for coming to my life so unexpectedly :)

Its special,we're getting to know life slowly. The book of life is unraveling its pages one at a time to us n it's up to us whether or not to read n enjoy it or just let it flip pages without knowing the meaning or the true essence of life.. Thank you b..

Sincerely T

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