Trust or Lust?

Well today,its quite an interesting day.. Well,the gap of classes for thursday its quite large n takes about several hours to wait for a clas which the credit hours is only one hour? haha,freakishly weird right? Anyways,while i was waiting for the lecterur who had a meeting to show up.. I manage to had a non formal discussion with some of my frens..

Well,one of my fren suddenly opened a topic about relationships. So,we got right into it.. One of the girls said that a guy and a girl should be well understand each other to further have a great realtionship.. The trust for one another should be adequete in order for the realtionship to go on a smooth sail.. Suddenly another fren of mine pops up n sad "%$#%$ trust!" "U should never trust women unless ur married to them!"

I was kinda shock with what he said n felt kinda worried.. he said,that when ur in a relationship or even a long distance one.. He said that when a women meets a new guy or vice versa they would definitely change heart n then abondened their loved one for something new... They would love it the new guy more than her bf.. Am i worried? Why should i be? HUhu,is this true? I dun know.. I really dun know..

Soon after,another fren of mine called me over and said that dun believe anything he said.. Its not that what he said is not true but its now a sin to trust the one u love.. huhu,i dun understand... HORSE RADDISH!

That's not the worst out of it.. When i was on the way back to my hell hole,i ask a team mate of mine whether our team 'TITANS' was going to start the season with training or not.. But that son of a woman said that i was kicked because there was more big guys to fill in and he needed to "release" some senior players to allow them to get in.. What i wanted to know is why didn't he informed me earlier?? God knows how i trained at this hell hole n now that i can't show how i did was freaking torture to my freaking head which is already full of plenty full shit to think about..

haih,life is full of suprises right? I'm really pissed off but what am i to do.. I'm no genius, I'm no charming guy, I'm no Kobe Bryant, I'm no lover, I'm nobody bu just me.. No one wants a me.. Everyone wants a someone.. Who am i? :(

Sincerely T